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My One True Love?

Time keeps passing by and no matter the hours, the minutes, the days, the weeks or even the months, I continue thinking about Gerardo. I still miss him so much, although we dont belong together, everyday things keep reminding me about him and the life I built around him.

Even after finding out the "wonderful" memories he left behind, even after noticing what was missing, after the nasty messages he sent me, even after all that I miss him. The more I think about it the more it makes sense that we were not meant to be together yet...it was not our time. Does that mean I hold hopes? not really, I think the fire within me will always be there...so many questions keep poundering my head and I refuse to think everything was unreal, I refuse to believe he only used me and all those happy moments were just an act, but were they real? I no longer know...all I know is that I love him and somewhere inside will always be empty, we'll never be together again...we'll never be anything other than lonely!

Somewhere Inside
Who am I, love?
What am I supposed to be?
One life alone,
Oh somehow it’s made for me

What do I do?
What can I say?
It’s nothing new,
The choice was made

But what if I lose my way?
And run right into you,
Deep inside we’ll never be anything other than lonely,
Tell me what does it take?
To breathe it into you,
Weak inside we’ll never be anything other than lonely

One bleeding scar,
Still feels how it used to feel,
It’s all so wrong,
No easy way to believe

What do I do?
What can I say?
It’s nothing new,
The choice was made
But what if I lose my way?
And run right into you,
Deep inside we’ll never be anything other than lonely,
Tell me what does it take?
To breathe it into you,
Weak inside we’ll never be anything other than lonely

I wanna ride,
I wanna hide,
What I’ve become,
Now you’re no longer mine,
I wanna feel,
Something that’s real,
Somewhere inside.