It's done! I finally did it...I sent him an email telling him about my truth, his truth, our truth. He showed up in my office and questioned if it was true, as if I would play around with something like that. He took away many, many things from me but my dignity and honesty remained mine till the end of time.
The most interesting thing is that I no longer wish to be with him, seeing him brought back all the anger built up inside of me...and I can honestly say, I don't care what happens to him anymore. I never wanted to think of this as revenge but something inside of me feels happy about it, he is so freaking ignorant that doesn't even know his resources or even more what he lost the day he walked out on me.
I'm probably the only person that has truly loved him, the only one that has ever accepted him the way he was, with his flaws or attributes, he was the perfect person for me.
He threw away all that and now he must lay in his own bed of depression, the dark phoenix in me, rejoys on this, rejoins in the fact that he got what he deserve,
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