Amor ou ódio

"He seemed to be a knight in shinning armor,
but he turned out to be a loser in aluminum foil."

The List

1996 - Arthur

1997 - Tracy

1999 - Richard

2000 - Jason

2001 - Scott

2003 - Will

2003 - Chase

2003 - Dennis

2009 - Gerardo

2010 - Patrick

  

"Life is a bitch, but I'll be the biggest."
"So fucking in love with my sugar pie Mauro"  

"Get off me, you crazy, psycho, bitch"  

"Aishiteru"

PM
"Wish I could explain the feeling I get when I wake up & I see your face next to me, u make me feel so special and wanted."

"Its so nice to have somebody finally shares my same interests...I'm very lucky...life is good." 

"I will say this now and keep saying it, you're the best thing that ever happened to me and I really mean that, sorry, but I love you too much."

"Your depression and suicidal attempts are starting to get old." 

"Hey baby...thank you for being so wonderful...I'm the luckiest guy in the world...thank you." 

INSIDE THE LOVERS VAULT

From Patrick while being friends.

 Is this the B-Day gift from a boyfriend?

From: "Patrick McGugin" <pmcgugin@HVACGroup.com>

To: <antomar21@aol.com>

Subject: us

Date: Monday, May 23, 2011 8:06 AM

Sorry to bother you again but I just wanted say how sorry I am for everything that happened, its totally my fault.  Mauro, please understand that I cant live without you, I really cant.  I find it hard to belive you are willing to end everything based on me not coming to your house last night. I have spent 2 weeks begging and trying to convince you that I love you.  Why wont you see how much I love you?  I don't care about anything else except you.  Since you dumpped me via email, I kind of figured you didn't want to see me, perhaps that's why I didn't come over.  Also too, if I had known there were issues between you, Richard, and your mom I would have handled it different.  I'm hurting just as much as you are...do think I want to lose the best part of my life? I don't, not at all....all I want is you and nothing else.  Please Mauro, think about this and think about how much the both of us have to lose..Please baby.  I love you, Patrick



Dedicated to each one of the men that shared part of their life with me! Thank you for the experiences, the lessons learned, the smiles, the tears, for helping me grow emotionally and physically, thank you!

Je taime!    Te Amo!    Ai Shi Te Ru!    Main Tumse Pyar Karta Hoon!    Ti Amo!    Minamahal Kita!    Wuo Ai Ni!    Ich Liebe Dich!    I Love You!    Te Amo Muito!

I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you.