Well, well...life is so full of ups and downs. The stronger I try to be the harder the storms get. I know I won't let it get to me...REALITY CHECK: I am letting it get to me. I can't help but feel so fustrated with some people. Man, do people realize how powerful words can be? I am doutful, confused, wondering and hurt. (ok, my spelling sucks tonight, fine... it always does) Why do people have to play games with each other? why is it so hard to just be upfront and honest? is it hard to understand the phrase "what goes around comes back around". Everyday I find more and more people trying to take advantage of the week. Sample...an Power Point STD presentation I worked so hard putting together. Then someone who hates me to death, watched it, liked it and now this person is all loving loving, then they attack " Can you email me your presentation"? Hell No...Its my work. This makes me put my guard up on everything and everybody. I am all that, but heck I don't want to be played or taken advantage of. I feel like goin back to my old personality of I know you but you DON'T know me. No wonder my coworkers used to called me "Mystique". Confusion, questions, I don't get lost I just wonder, Diamond Life Forever, crazy/sexy/kool boi in Riv, OG Wonder Boi, OG Jonny Boi, endless rides to Hollywood, crazy adventures to San Francisco, un amigo, mi amigo, aqui padre, I love you, you are unique, drop me some lines and I get back to you ASAP, I'm having and out of body experience, you are fabulous, it's party time, eso es todo....Al rato. This is me and my beautiful self, the one and only and good to be lonely with..."OG Lost Fairy"