From Andrew
Babe i love you i cannot help us being in lock down this place is so shitty im sorry i do love you and im sorry i can't reply always but its not my faut please understand you constantly question my love but it sounds like you are the one who doesn't want me you seem to ignore the fact that i cannot help any of this if i could be next to you i would be but im stuck here im trying to keep myself strong why do you refuse to trust me and understand th3 conditions i canniot control it i do love you and only want to be there. please believe in me trust in me.
So much is said with this message, it provides the answers I have been seeking. I am not sure he knows how much he said in those few lines but it has definitely made me step back, analysi and realize that I can do better, I am worth better, I deserve better. I have been begging for attention, telling him I needed reassurance, and the same time I felt I was no longer his priority and this is the proof. From 4 different messages he took the time to write this message but ignored the messages I sent. There were no messages after , there were no request to video chat, there was nothing...except the slap on the face I got from REALITY.
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