I should feel happy, yet I feel sad, lost, hopeless...I am in my place but I feel as if I don't belong.
To be questioned is starting to get old, to not be trusted is slowly pulling me away from everything I once desired, from the one I once called my love, from the dreams I thought would come to life.
I still love him, but the flame  isn't burning like before. The pain, the tears, the lies, the games, the fighting, the disappointment are tearing me apart, I am strong, but not like I was before.