I see life keeps moving forward for all those around me...while I'm still stuck in a moment, long gone but still hurtful and destroying. I might be losing myself once again, and no one will notice. What has happened to me? I can't seem to find the missing links between who I was, who I am and who I will be. Alienated from all that was, I have closed the doors to things that could be, I am living in this world but feel no longer part of it, I'm just here...just here1