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M....I'm so sorry to bother you. I hope everything is going good for you, I really do. I'm not even sure if you are even going to get this email so I included all known emails that I could remember you had. How are the birds? I kind of follow your threads on backyard chicken forum, they all turned out really great. Your new chicks are beautiful, that one silver-grey chick is going to be gorgeous. I still have that incubator if you want it, I'll never use it, its yours if you need it. I also still have all your other things, nothing was thrown out. Anyways M., the reason for the email as I'm sure you really don't want to hear from me at all, is that when I paid rent this month Edi at the office said you were sending emails to her about the apartment? As of April 1, the lease expired. Here is my take on the apartment situation, I'm not sure what you will think aboutt this but its how I feel. Number one, as far as I am concerned even today, the place is still half yours....no locks have been changed...nothing has really changed to tell you the truth. Number two, whether your name is on the lease or not does not concern me, if I put your name in jeopardy, I'm also putting mine on the line as well. And number three, you will always be welcome in that place, its yours as much as it is mine. This may surprise you yes, but this has always been my stance on the apartment, your anger and disappointment in me blinded you to that fact last year. Anyways, Edi told me that she presented you with an option of just going down there and signing a paper taking your name off the lease, I don't need to be there. She said she has not heard back from you on that. M, if you totally want me out of your life forever, sign the paper, if not...well I'm open to other options...we can talk or whatever.It doesn't really make any difference to me on the apartment, it's a roof over my head that's close to work....I can honestly tell you that there isnt a day that goes by I don't think about you...I run across things in the house that are yours or were ours at one point....Trust me, I have tried to forget us.....back on a4a, went to the bar a couple times, I just cant...all that crap is just that, crap....I try talking with people and it just goes nowhere......it really sucks, and I have nobody to blame except me....I know...yeah, boo hoo, sad....Anyways, I'm out...I hope you are in good health and wish you nothing but the best.
Yours, Patrick