Lost...

"Just think of who you are and what you wanna be."

This quote came to me while cleaning my mail box. One sentence, eleven words, nothing complicated right? WRONG...I'm lost. I have given to much of me to others and have let their opinions affect my self image and now I can't find the answer to this quote. I'm looking inwards but nothing, I don't know who I am anymore, what I once felt proud of, has brought me so much pain, the accomplishments, the emotions, the experience, everything...I can't control it, it's coming back, returning to it's original host to take it all once and for all. In hopes that back in the white Hot Room, all of our pieces return, to be whole again. Maybe it will be too late to find the answer to this quote. Maybe it's time to let the fire consume this body, so it can bring new life.