Le temps est venu pour moi d'augmenter...

"Change is the constant, the signal for the rebirth, the rising of the Phoenix."

In darkest times I've been before

walking in tunels that disturbed my senses

silly emotions out of control

like wild fires consuming my body

aching and torn into millions of pieces

Time after time, I was asked to give a chance Chance after chance, the result was the same

I was fooled one time then came a second

but a third was on site along with a fourth.

Blinded but love, silly excuse,

but before I was fooled, I admit

I have fooled myself

I kept trying for love, but forgot my own

for now I learned, to love me is a first.

Lost in confusion, trapped in an illusion,

never meant to be real...

I kept hoping it would, but no way it could

chance after chance, but I was given none

Lie after lie, but it never the truth

Lost in confusion. I betrayed myself

Attacking my senses, my quick-witted self

I was aching, I was hurting by no other than me

For the lies I heard but paid no attention at all

Lost in the moment, I was left all alone

There was no crying, no dying at all

For the more the clock tickens

my self-reliance kicks in,

learning from what should have been,

but wasn't and but it will

now I keep growing wiser, clever and all.

No wasting my thoughts in a deaf ear,

Love him no more, for love in him, no longer exist...

A love I once thought, was everything to me

and now has become nothing at all...

I said nothing at all? No, not true

he is less than nothing, for even nothing is something to me.