STUPID

The more that I see you, the more that is clear
You speak of choices, of which you gave me none
I stood in the crowd, knowing nothing at all
Lost in the silence, mirrors and walls
Confused by your words, I made the wrong choice
Thinking it will prove something you already knew
I felt in the game that you set for me
No matter the choice, I was set to be the loser
I am a loser that has nothing to lose
You are indeed who gambled it all
Gambling even what wasnt yours.
I see the true, peaking through the lies
I see the antidote for my healing
For the remedy for my poison, it's the snake itself.
Taking my life, tearing me up, letting me to die,
Saying I'll help you but help you gave me none
You think I am dieing but im living instead
Previous mistakes prove helpful now
Abuse and beatings prove only I am strong
Stab again, one hundred times more
You'll make my body bleed, and you think I am in pain
Little loser I'm winning my freedom instead
Try again but harder and you will lose once again.

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