Is It Love?

Here I stand once again...facing my ever changing reality. Im so confused. I feel so lost and every way I turn a new puzzle opens up. I don't know what I have, what is mine...Im not sure if what Im holding onto is real or its another illusion that will eventually show its true face.
Is it too late to believe in this love? Are the damages too big and deep that at this point it would be better to just walk away? So many mixed emotions and signs...sideing what could be real or what could be my greatest lesson to be learned.
Something inside keeps telling me not to believe, to keep my guard up, to walk away as fast as possible, there is a shady area unknown to me. For I believe in changes but drastic changes? Something isnt right...before I could have trusted him without a doubt, but my impression of him keeps changing, keeps getting distorded, my mind is continuously asking why...I know what I have to do...but do I have the will power to do it? I need to run away for my own sake.

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