Allowing some people to hurt me and then driving mad those who do care about me.
Do they know the struggles within me? Trying to keep the fire bird in me to become strong and consume my very self. It is difficult to get back on one's feet after living literally in someone else's life. Knowing that is easier said then done, it's difficult to pick the starter line....
I wonder...why was I brought into this world? It seems every one leaves me, forgets me or moves on as I keep wondering why am I here...why do I hold on to those who hurt me? Why can I just have a heart of stone and act just the same way? Why do I hurt even after knowing that those whose tears I shed don't even miss me? Then why does it burn me so deep? I feel I crumbled into a billion pieces, and then build me up again with each time less and less pieces and more and more lonelyx feeling as my inner self is taking over once again, taking over driving my thoughts to self destruction...
Why am I here? Why do I feel like burning away...why has my mind shifted back into that direction...where do I run? Where to hide
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