As painful as it is I have come to a conclusion, I realized that he doesn't love me, perhaps he never has...I would never know but after thinking, crying, feeling down It clicked why do I keep trying and begging? Because I am in love and thinking he loved me in return I kept trying, hoping for a sign, something that show me he at least acknowledge my emotions. But that sign never came...his actions and the meaning of love don't go hand in hand. I gambled everything I had and it hurts to say I lost. I lost to a person who doesn't care...I lost to an illusion of love.
Thats what life wanted to teach me...
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