Who am I? Im lost in a sea of wonder...calm by the effects of alcohol that runs through my veins.
It calms the sorrow, it softens the pain, it gives me strenght
A strenght that will eventually fades away and
Leaves nothing but emptiness
If this is how my life is supposed to be then so be it
I cant fight it anymore, im worth nothing
Im a nobody...as much as it hurts
Its my reality, its my life, my destiny
No matter how much i try, im not good enough
No matter how much i cry, its not good enough
I look around and find nothing
I look around and feel nothing
I don't know how I ended up here, how I got here
I dont want to stop living but
I want to start living, even if alone
Even if sick, i need to live, i need to remember
I need to go back to the person I once was
When did I lose my core, and forgot my memories
When did i choose to be the toy I am today?
When did I go from being a winner to the loser i am today?
When did I forget who I am and how far I came?
Oh great Spirits and ancestors of mine
Help me find the way
Help me find my path
I feel lost, i feel numb
I don't know if I can survive
For Im falling, for Im failing, for I have nowhere to start
I don't want to die...I want to sutvive...thrive high, high above the sky.

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