Rottura all'interno

Even if I hide behind the veil of strenght, Or if a painted smile pretends all right Even when no tears roll down my face In the quietness of my room, I can't control it, I miss him I can't deny it, I love him I can't hide it, I wish I was in his arms The pain inside my heart grows each day and my tired eyes continue searching for a sign of him But there is nothing Was I wrong all along? I can't let go of the hope, I can't stop believing Was I a fool? Like a movie in motion, the memories continue running through my mind. The smell of his body, remainds in my nose My body misses the feeling of his body againts mine The taste of his lips, fresh in my lips Was I a fool? People say to let go! He thinks I'm insane! Yet, I gave it my all, I made it my all And every inch of me misses being with him. The great feeling he once made me feel continue to be my hope But am I doing the right thing? Is that a shared feeling or am I in it alone? Time keeps moving and I keep hoping For a dream, that deep inside I know, won't come. Yet I hang on...loving him...hoping to be loved in return.