Hurt

What to do now? How can I forget my life with Patrick? I feel as if I was robbed of my happiness and now I feel so lost, so empty, so sad Everyone tells me he is not worth it but if they only knew the happy moments I lived with him They would understand why I feel like this I gave it my all...from morning to night He was my everything My reason to wake up and my company when asleep He was my smile and also my tears I misss him so much, I miss his body, his lips, his hands, his everything I wish he would realize how much he means to me but I guess thats expecting too much I am a fool, for believing in love, for believing he was the one but even so, I wish I could hold him, I love him I love him more than I love my own self I'm growing cold, indiferent to life If I believe in love I no longer do I was born to be alone...I was born to be alone.