Sometimes I wish I could be like you, go on living and being so dettached from people, missing them but never actually contacting them, and acting as you are better off alone.
Once again you have chosen to exclude me...from loving and needing me to completely treating me as if I don't exist. I know I most likely never see you again, as of now I know you have pushed me out of your life and the only way to see you is if I go looking for you, believe me I'm dying to but for my own good I won't, I see no reason to say what you already know and knowing it, you decided it, my love for you is a lie and simply I'm not worth your time.
Regardless of...I just need to tell you that I still love you very much and ur cold attitude is hurting me, it makes me feel as you never care.
Im walking away in pain, in tears and regrets, yet Im also thankful to you for allowing me to love you for nearly 4 months. It was wonderful, from pilling up n heading to bed to waking up to kiss your back. Your routine quickly be became my but now I'm lost, alone and wanting to be with you.
Im sorry for the issues that occured all through out the relationship...thanks to them I got to learn more about me.
You made me very happy and made me feel loved. I hope with time I won't remember US...I hope it all fades away, for I will not have the chance to love you once again. Wherever you are, I hope you got someone loving you as you deserve. Yours Always...Mauro
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