I've Failed...

What did I do wrong this time? Tears, hurt feelings, mixed emotions fighting within me...hurting me deeper Deeper than ever before... hope is no where in sight and happiness hides away from me. I am walking in confusion wishing to just get away...I can't help it Time after time, life keeps on teaching a lesson obviously I've not learned They all loved me and with love came pain I gambled with everything I had left one last time, one last love, one last tear. Lesson after lesson, although from different teachers the result it's always the same No matter if I try or if I just play the game "Happiness doesn't last forever and love is just a dream" I can't run...I can't talk...I can't understand what is wrong with me? Maybe it was just a fantasy...maybe it was never love We all want to reach for the stars but once we have them, we keep looking for more and as the shine fades away we realized what we have lost. I'm sorry...I'm sorry my love was not enough I'm for laying all my hopes, dreams and wishes on someone as beautiful as you. I'm fading away, the pain is just too strong I swallowed the tears in hopes to get strong but to pretend only hurts me more So I will fade with the wind, and my voice will become an echo and my love a memory...I love you!