A new week has begun, I've been suspended from work for no reason, well, discrimination and stigma. I can't believe living in the age and time we live in people are still very judgemental on certain issues. I got to spend the night taking care of a friend who is very ill due to his new med regimen. I've been thinking alot on what to do...what to do? I really don't know...I really feel the rental of this body is up for renewal soon and I'm rethinking signing a new contract.
I've come a very long and tire some journey
Sure, I've been to the highest
but that was only after I rose from the ground
My lips have tasted some of the most fancy cuisine
After taking many free lessons in the dumpters of LA
My skin has been caressed by some of the softests fabrics
A step up from my youth days wearing patched up pants
I never knew life would bring me this far
I never imagine, bringing myself into new places
When growing up, my world was my room and the hill in front of my house
Running around pretending to be a horse
A horse that now I see was a symbol of the second soul
living in me, reaching out to me, begging for freedom
Freedom I wanted and freedom I got
Freedom with no freedom, for this freedom has more chains
and ties that my former life
Such freedom is the one I lived, that there were times
When no one cared about me, I could go anywhere
Eat anything, wear anything but it was all for me
The freedom had a price.
Look how far I've come, Look how much I've lived
Feel how much I've loved, but also how much my heart has ached.
Look into my eyes and see the many cultures I adopted
But also the waterfalls that no longer exist, they run dry
for the tears I have cried.
I am dying, that I know...and to that I say
Look where I have taken myself...
I just don't know!
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