Like Shattered Glass

There is so much to be say, yet so much to keep inside I promise, oh I promise Not to ever get in old familiar shoes again... And little by little Those old familiar shoes are walking me Straight into the watter An element in which I can't survive Leaving me to drown I look around, I turn, I look, I keep turning My life is a maze I created my own maze I wanted protection and now I feel asolated Who to turn to? Who to reach out to? Slowly killing me...destroying me...breaking me. Masks, I must wear my masks, I need to make believe it's all alright I need to believe, they can't see through me Strengh, energy, courage That's all I need to finish it all For once and for all... I need to be reborn whole again. I can't continue...I hate my life...I hate being gay.