"I can see my life moving into a more quiet, less social, more reserved and more lonely life. For once in my life, I feel ok with it, or so I think. I've stood to many people from my past, and as much as I miss them, I do not regret being honest and speaking my mind, for once. I still feel very sad, most nights I still cry feeling lonely and missing my family. I am not sure what the future holds and what it will bring.
Some days I just want to die, others I want to live to the fullest, and some others I just don't care. One thing is for sure though, no sickness or disease is going to kill me, my own heart, my own mind, my own spirit and my own hands will."
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