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Thursday, February 11
L'histoire qui n'était jamais !
The story that never was...a vision, a reflection, a performance, a play without foundation!
Poor the human that plays with the soul of another, for he is cursing himself.
The one who accused of being the playee was the one controlling the game...to his own advantage.
Finally, I can see the truth, I can feel the freedom, I can taste the reality of a love story that only occurred in my head and in nowhere else.
Happiness, pain, tears, bitter moments, sweet moments, reality, denial, lies, thruth are just a few of the multi-level emotional "relationship" soap opera I share with a certain individual whose mental capabilities reached to such high levels that one can't question them, you either sucumbed to the mental control or you run away.
I can see a pattern in this individuals life, what he did to person before me, he brought back the same act with me and will play the same role with his current friend.
If I would have known that by accepting him as my BF, I was entering a laberynt of emotions, dark thoughts, strange behaviors, unbalanced believes then I would driven away from Mcdonals and never returned.
6 months later, I find myself hurt, but also glad it was only 6 months and the fact that this "thing" I called a relationship helped me see who I am as a person, what am I willing to give, commit, compromise and all those in viceversa.
I won't waste saliva, thoughts or my fingers on someone who means nothing to me anymore, someone who had true love standing in front of him and he walked away from it.
To you...GROW UP...LIFE WON'T WAIT FOR YOU.
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