Is it love? Is it an Obsession? Is it Selfdestruction?

Is is love...everyone around me saw it...they know that I truly fell in love, but we ended up in a heartbreak warfare, that continues till this day, he has left me injured, wounded, bleeding and when I'm ready to heal, he comes around to tear me up again...when is it over? Why is it over? why did it end? Why did it end on a Heartbreak Warfare? (Song dedicated to Gerardo and me from Richard) Heartbreak Warfare Lighting strike Inside my chest to keep me up at night Dream of ways To make you understand my pain Clouds of sulfur in the air Bombs are falling everywhere It's heartbreak warfare Once you want it to begin No one really ever wins In heartbreak warfare If you want more love why don't you say so If you want more love why don't you say so Drop his name Push it in and twist the knife again Watch my face As I pretend to feel no pain Clouds of sulfur in the air Bombs are falling everywhere It's heartbreak warfare Once you want it to begin No one really ever wins In heartbeak warfare If you want more love Why don't you say so If you want more love Why don't you say so Just say so How come the only way to know how high you get me Is to see how far I fall God only knows how much I'd love you if you'd let me But I can't break free at all It's heart, heartbreak I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight Let's just just fix this whole thing now I swear to God we're going to get it right If you put your weapon down Red wine and ambien You're talking shit again. It's heartbreak warfare Good to know it's all a game Disappointment has a name: It's heartbreak warfare