Strong Enough

I live in a surreal world, in walls that protects the coldness of it's floors, filling my very own heart with ice, making it harder and stronger to deal with the strong winds that are heading my way. I am in need of guidance, I don't know how to deal with all these emotions, I'm slowly drowning away, and for more than I look around, searching for the hand that will set me free from a jail that I have created not with iron bars but with feelings, which are stronger than any metal known to man kind. Your presence keeps draining me, draining my very own existance, if you ask me, I will say it, you make me smile and it's contagious and in your eyes I can see it, caused your heart is the greatest. Oh I can't continue...I can't