The Return of an Illusion!

After endless months that felt like centuries, I've returned to the place I once called home. Wondering mind, troubled soul crying heart, trembling feelings. I've come home to a place of peace I've returned to break down and be free. I opened my treasure chest once again filled with agony and deception. Lost in world that sees no heart, that feels no love, that gives no mercy. I have returned to the place I felt was home, to the place that I know is home, to paint many pictures, to color them in my own way. I now hide behind the illusion, that once protected me, the illusion that makes me strong, that gives me hope, that makes me believe in what I seem to deny, that gives me wings to help me fly.