Afraid

In the silence of my room I've come to realized that that I'm afraid. Afraid of being truly love perhaps caused when i gave the chance i was let down I'm afraid of how much my body wants to be touch maybe caused it has never been and when it could have been I didn't let it. I'm afraid of giving could it be caused what might be ask in return is something I don't posses. I'm afraid of believing it seems I was let down when I did maybe I believe in the wrong things. I'm afraid of asking don't wanna be turn down or I'm just not strong enough. I'm afraid of trying I concentrate too much in the negative I'm afraid of letting people down I have forgotten I'm human.